Trying to Stay Focused

Testing my patience
Realizing that life isn't what you thought it was
Yearning to find some kind of completeness
Intense periods of insanity
Needing time to think
Gasping for air
To tired to sleep
Over and over
Sick and dying
Time to move on
Always waiting for the right moment to speak
Yesterday's dream is tonight's nightmare
Feeling alone
Out of touch
Confused
Unimportant
Searching for the answer to life's riddle
Everyone seems to be happier than me
Damned to a life of constant emotional struggle